今年的四月到六月之间我去当兵了
我永远不会忘记那里的回忆
开心，伤心，生气，失望，害怕的心情都有
刚开始到那边很不习惯
大多数都是马来人，来自不同的地方
慢慢和他们混熟了，自然而然多了很多朋友
在那里可以认识各式各样的人
听他们故事，他们的家庭背景都很不一样
每天凌晨四点多起来洗"long kang" 真的是很不甘愿
可是又能怎样呢，不打扫的话，我们会被罚的很惨的
幸好我们的付出是值得的，我们的company连续拿很多次第一名，再辛苦也值得
再来就是，上课。
我以为到那里就只是训练训练吧了像真正的军人酱哈哈
结果还是要上课-,-
上课时间我多数都在“钓鱼” 超眼睡的
但是我学了很多学校没教的
当然那边也有很多活动
有去人家的kampung做义工跟他们互动，
第一次去kota belud为了去练习射击，基本上都是抱着去玩的心态哈哈，一开始很紧张，教练和老师都有教怎样怎样的，我还停了几秒不敢按那个枪><可是最后还是克服了。
第一次玩flying fox,其实也还好没那么刺激。
还有一次我们要去学游泳，地点是根地咬，我家乡叻，那时候超兴奋的可以回来看看，而且那时候bus还经过我家的路口，心里在想我走几步路就能到家了:(
第一次被老师罚在太阳底下翻滚，神经病的，好像虐待我们酱
也有在太阳底下做伏地挺身，那时候感觉我的手被那个马路烫到差不多要熟了-,-
关于朋友呢
也有认识几个知心朋友
还有一个朋友，本来我们很要好的，和我的想法一样，对我很好，可是到后来某些原因慢慢的疏远了
在当兵期间，完全忘了外面的世界，忘了很多烦恼.
最后，想说的是，PLKN是个很好玩又会让人发神经的地方，哈哈哈，其实当兵也不算差啦，起码可以学习很多东西，学习独立，交很多很多朋友，我不后悔我去过，拥有很多很开心的回忆:)
2014年9月19日星期五
2014年3月17日星期一
追求的时候当人家是宝， 刚到手的时候疼人家到骨子里去，每天给她打十几个电话，发几十条信息，她说什么你都铭记在心，想吃什么、想买什么、想去哪里你都会尽全力去满足，温柔体
贴无微不至，巴不得二十四个小时都能跟她呆在一起；一开始总是包容的，就算她的生活习惯与你不同也会努力的调试配合，一切一切都是美好的...
久了，腻了！每天别说几十个电话，就连1个电话都懒得打，信息就更不用说了，她发10条你回有一半你就觉得你回的已经够多了，就连她打电话给你你都觉得她啰嗦！你开始冷落她了；让她觉得没了安全感，由使她起疑心！不是她不信任你，不给你空间，而是她爱你，在乎你，用尽所有时间去关心你，你的生活细微改变都牵扯着她的情绪！
你忙，你没时间没精力讨好她，你不知道她现在在想什么？那你以前不忙吗？你以前是不是就把全部时间用来讨好她？那你以前怎么都那么细心观察她在想什么？那你一开始追她干嘛？做实验啊？她都已经浪费这么多感情了，你当感情是水龙头啊，说开就开说关就关！对，这一切都是你给自己找的借口！别以为换个女朋友就 可以永远摆脱那种感情暗淡时期，因为不久的将来你还是得回到这种时光，下个女朋友也是，下下个女朋友也是，下下下个女朋友也是，有种你一辈子不谈恋爱不结 婚。
她可以忍耐你冷落她一段时间，但不会一辈子傻下去；她再怎么傻，也会给自己一个时间段，去忍受你的冷落，去相信你的爱；但时间一到，她们会毫不犹豫的离开，到那时再多的甜言蜜语都没有用了，因为这世界上没有谁离开谁就活不了！
爱情，就像煮粥！滚烫的时候加点配料它就是够火候又有滋有味的；等到忘记关火煮焦了的时候，你闻都不想闻它甚至你连锅都想把它扔了，看好你的火吧。
久了，腻了！每天别说几十个电话，就连1个电话都懒得打，信息就更不用说了，她发10条你回有一半你就觉得你回的已经够多了，就连她打电话给你你都觉得她啰嗦！你开始冷落她了；让她觉得没了安全感，由使她起疑心！不是她不信任你，不给你空间，而是她爱你，在乎你，用尽所有时间去关心你，你的生活细微改变都牵扯着她的情绪！
你忙，你没时间没精力讨好她，你不知道她现在在想什么？那你以前不忙吗？你以前是不是就把全部时间用来讨好她？那你以前怎么都那么细心观察她在想什么？那你一开始追她干嘛？做实验啊？她都已经浪费这么多感情了，你当感情是水龙头啊，说开就开说关就关！对，这一切都是你给自己找的借口！别以为换个女朋友就 可以永远摆脱那种感情暗淡时期，因为不久的将来你还是得回到这种时光，下个女朋友也是，下下个女朋友也是，下下下个女朋友也是，有种你一辈子不谈恋爱不结 婚。
她可以忍耐你冷落她一段时间，但不会一辈子傻下去；她再怎么傻，也会给自己一个时间段，去忍受你的冷落，去相信你的爱；但时间一到，她们会毫不犹豫的离开，到那时再多的甜言蜜语都没有用了，因为这世界上没有谁离开谁就活不了！
爱情，就像煮粥！滚烫的时候加点配料它就是够火候又有滋有味的；等到忘记关火煮焦了的时候，你闻都不想闻它甚至你连锅都想把它扔了，看好你的火吧。
2013年7月5日星期五
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''WE GOT MARRIED GLOBAL EDITION''
The most favourite TV show every Friday I watch.
But the sad thing, Is gonna end soon :(
Last night watching Ep 14 already started crying!
Next Friday is probably worst!
Next Friday is probably worst!
How can I watch the last episode without tears?!
It seem like they just started to get closer why it has to end so soon for both couples. It is very sad! even is a TV show.
Put them together match them get them to love each other then asked them to separate?
How cruel are you ?
The hardest things on earth are saying hello at the first time and good bye for the last.
2013年6月22日星期六
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Memories of the days spent together where we laughed as one, now make us cry.
The nights spent talking over the phone and the mornings when we woke up to each other texts or calls, everything seems to be a past now.
Who knew one day I would wake up only to find that you are no more in my life?
Now each and every morning I would have to wake up without your text or call and every night I have to cry myself to sleep.
We promised each other that we will be there by each other’s side forever, but now I know, our forever was not long enough.
We are parting ways, may be because we have realized that we are not meant to be together.
We would meet a lot of people in our life, some would touch our soul and steal our heart but then, sometimes, we need to know that not everyone is going to stay in our lives till the end.
One day, they would leave by giving you beautiful memories where you laughed together, cuddled together and promised to be together.
But life is a roller coaster ride. It won’t remain the same ever. It would change, Times would change, People would change.
One day, you would realize that everything had just changed. You would realize that you can no longer be together, then either you choose to let go or make a choice to stay and work out your relationship.
It’s difficult to forget a person who had been so close to your heart once and now you have to be like known strangers.
But then, life is all about change and new beginnings. Some people come into your life to make you smile, make you laugh and fill your life with colors and then one day, they leave your heart void. That’s how it is meant to be. It’s upon you either you remember them with a smile or with a stream of tears. Be thankful that you lived that chapter of your life and get prepared for another chapter in your life because at the end of the day, your life is a book with numerous chapters within it. Some of the chapters may make you smile and some may make you cry but whatever they do, they happened for a reason, they happened so that your book of life is complete with all emotions of human heart.
Moving on never meant to 'forget' the past. It always meant accepting that there is no point in looking back. It always meant to get prepared for another chapter in your life. It always meant to smile when you remember that someone in your life. It always meant to forgive the reason that forced you to move on… it just meant, live again as you lived before that chapter in your book came into existence. It just meant that destiny have some better plans for you for which you have to wait some more.
Time heals every scar, and one day, you would live another chapter which would continue till the end of your book. Until you find that last chapter of your life, keep moving on… that’s life..
The nights spent talking over the phone and the mornings when we woke up to each other texts or calls, everything seems to be a past now.
Who knew one day I would wake up only to find that you are no more in my life?
Now each and every morning I would have to wake up without your text or call and every night I have to cry myself to sleep.
We promised each other that we will be there by each other’s side forever, but now I know, our forever was not long enough.
We are parting ways, may be because we have realized that we are not meant to be together.
We would meet a lot of people in our life, some would touch our soul and steal our heart but then, sometimes, we need to know that not everyone is going to stay in our lives till the end.
One day, they would leave by giving you beautiful memories where you laughed together, cuddled together and promised to be together.
But life is a roller coaster ride. It won’t remain the same ever. It would change, Times would change, People would change.
One day, you would realize that everything had just changed. You would realize that you can no longer be together, then either you choose to let go or make a choice to stay and work out your relationship.
It’s difficult to forget a person who had been so close to your heart once and now you have to be like known strangers.
But then, life is all about change and new beginnings. Some people come into your life to make you smile, make you laugh and fill your life with colors and then one day, they leave your heart void. That’s how it is meant to be. It’s upon you either you remember them with a smile or with a stream of tears. Be thankful that you lived that chapter of your life and get prepared for another chapter in your life because at the end of the day, your life is a book with numerous chapters within it. Some of the chapters may make you smile and some may make you cry but whatever they do, they happened for a reason, they happened so that your book of life is complete with all emotions of human heart.
Moving on never meant to 'forget' the past. It always meant accepting that there is no point in looking back. It always meant to get prepared for another chapter in your life. It always meant to smile when you remember that someone in your life. It always meant to forgive the reason that forced you to move on… it just meant, live again as you lived before that chapter in your book came into existence. It just meant that destiny have some better plans for you for which you have to wait some more.
Time heals every scar, and one day, you would live another chapter which would continue till the end of your book. Until you find that last chapter of your life, keep moving on… that’s life..
2013年5月14日星期二
2013年4月23日星期二
23.04.2013
#转帖#
我不会像以前那么在乎你了
不会因为你的一句话影响我的情绪
不会再因为你一通电话开心很久
不会时不时想看看你动态， 看你是否过的好
不会因为等你的短信熬到半夜
不会再把你看得无可替代
爱过你不代表一直爱你
nice#words#emo#night#
我不会像以前那么在乎你了
不会因为你的一句话影响我的情绪
不会再因为你一通电话开心很久
不会时不时想看看你动态， 看你是否过的好
不会因为等你的短信熬到半夜
不会再把你看得无可替代
爱过你不代表一直爱你
nice#words#emo#night#
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